Yes, it's true... I haven't added a new post for almost a year. Life got kind of crazy last fall and then it seemed too far gone to try and catch up on a move back to Minnesota, Isa's third birthday, the adventures of our first snowy winter, my sister's wedding, etc...... so, I decided to semi-retire the blog until we had some big news to share.
Of course, we assumed our news would be about a baby! Aaron and I completed a homestudy in Illinois last summer to adopt a second time, and then after we moved we did another homestudy and thought by this summer we would have great news of an addition to our family to share. We are currently waiting for a little girl in South Korea and are also sending a dossier to Rwanda within the next month. The process is taking longer than we thought and the wait has been as hard as it was the first time. Yet, I know God is faithful and I have recently been filled with such incredible, sincere joy looking at the family he has provided me with that I am learning how to wait with eager and hopeful anticipation, rather than in a state of fearful discontentment. Waiting for something we long for so intensely, for such a long time and undetermined amount of time, has challenged my beliefs and tested my faith. I have been praying for Him to show me I can trust Him, to lighten my emotionally heavy load, to give me peace, and to teach me to REST in His faithfulness. I have begun to understand that in order to fully appreciate and enjoy the amazing adventures God has in store for our family, I would have to, once-and-for-all, grab that giant wand and permanently erase the picture I created on my little personally etched-a-sketch life. And, after an incredibly fun weekend together I did just that- on Saturday while playing together in the pool the slate was wiped clean and I was honestly open, and happy, just the way we are. And for the first time in months, I began to wonder about the blessings and adventures we would have, rather than worry how closely they would match my picture.
Well, as it turns out, I didn't have to wonder for long. Yesterday, my dear friend Bobbie called to tell me she found puppies and if we want a sibling we should be at her house ASAP to go see them and, if it was the right situation, bring one home! We had talked with them about the breed we wanted next, and it turned out they were looking for the same one. The difference was they wanted a puppy this summer, and we were comfortable knowing we will get a puppy when Heidi is gone... someday in the future, far far away from now. Aaron was golfing with my Dad and Abby's husband at the time, so I called and told him about the puppies, and after waiting while he took an "impossible shot", he picked up the phone and said..... "well, you better get the checkbook." That was it! We jumped in the car, drove three hours north, and fell in love with the cutest little bundle of love we have ever seen! Yes, I know, it's only a dog... we have no human addition to our family to announce. Yet, I couldn't be happier! We all wore the same clothes for two days, didn't have chance to shower, and were up in the night with a little bundle of love- just what we needed. God has a way of answering prayers that just makes me laugh. Last night as I watched Isa and my Godson Christian beaming and bubbling over with joy at the sight of their new puppies, I knew God was taking care of me. He has a plan, His timing is perfect, and He is always faithful. And although I do hope to have another announcement soon, I am so thankful for the gift of raising these little brothers with our dear friends. What a turn of events I never saw coming. Yes, God is faithful... and so fun!!!
Hope you get a chance to meet him before he gets big- better come quickly!
And, a pic for those of you who haven't seen our little Isa Lu for awhile- she is such a big girl with a big girl haircut. Time just goes by so fast.....
Cheers- here's to more posts soon,
Aaron, Megan, Isabel, Heidi, Jazz and Henry

















